Friday, February 26, 2010

dunwan lah, they sing old people song...

ning, i think ywn better than yawn.. coz yawn like food website..

www.ywn.blogspot.com or

www.yawn.blogspot.com

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

hey wen, go sing with them la... hahaha....
hey ning, i don think that this describe you best ...
you will change when time pass, may be this is just your past... :)
don't need to understand yourself best la, i tried before, but i used to change because of environment, because of... because of... because of a lot of unknown elements.... :)

Cheers... just do what you need to do. Your target, your goal also change year by year, month by month, day by day, right?

Monday, February 22, 2010

优雅的天平在灯红酒绿中微笑转身,顾盼神采,洒脱如同水中的鱼。他们与红酒,水晶杯,晚礼服,钢琴曲是那么的相得益彰,漫不经意的吸引着公众的眼光…… 几乎所有人都有这样一种印象: 天平座的人善意、可亲,爱交朋友。于是大家也由此认为天平是群居生物,必然是害怕独处,喜欢热闹的。 但,事实并不是表面看来那样简单。 的确,天平是个和平使者。在公众场合可以很好地调节气氛使之均衡。气氛热烈时,他们会沉静的压住阵脚;气氛冷凝时,他们会运用不着痕迹的轻松幽默化解坚冰。总之他们不会随波逐流去助长气氛的冷热,而是像用天平称量物品一样,加减砝码,使之维持水平状态。 而他们在做这种加减的时候,动作是优雅的,态度是和悦的,看起来漫不经心不动声色。实际上,他们是很有心计的人,尽管众口难调,也可以找到一种万全的方式来使全局和谐起来。 但是这并不是说他们喜欢主宰,只是因为他们看不得失衡,那会使他们如坐针毡。 因此,尽管慵懒的天平座讨厌麻烦,讨厌得要命,他们还是会不由自主地担负起调节的责任。也许正因如此,使得天平在公众场合从未放松过自己。性格使他们承担了不必要的责任,无可推卸。 他们不吝惜金钱,却吝惜自由的时间和安静的休闲时光。像所有风向星座一样,他们喜欢自由,喜欢像风一样谁也捉不住他。 他们喜欢自在独立的空间。就算你是他最好的朋友,也不要老和他粘在一起,你要知道他并不喜欢如此,尽管他不会直接说出来。你也得相信,你的天平座朋友也许半年也没有音信,但是只要一见面,你还是他最好的朋友。因为他就是这种交友方式,你拿他怎么办? '我懒得……' 这是天平座的口头语。他们懒得出门,懒得聚会,懒得应酬……所以他们并不是很喜欢参加party。倒是宁愿呆在家里上网,看书,画画。他们自身是均衡的,一个人的均衡总比一群人的均衡来的容易。所以他们喜欢独处。 通常,天平座的人会给人一见如故的感觉,因为他们有着温婉的微笑和优雅的举止。对初次见面的人,天平座往往表现出自己最讨人喜欢的一面:善解人意,大方,诚恳,健谈。但是这种热情劲儿不会长久。冷漠何时到来取决于你与他交往的频率。你越是粘得紧,他就冷得越快。因为他们喜欢'君子之交清淡如水'。不是他们不喜欢同伴,而是他们和人交往更多地关注了对方的情绪,总想着照顾对方心情,不要发生冲突,所以感觉像是在工作一样,无法真正的放松。 较之对宫白羊座,天平是另一种独立的个体。白羊是一种外在的独立,内心是热的;天平则是表面看似亲和力很强,内心却是任谁也无法融入的。天平的冷静,连他们自己也觉得惊讶。'我居然如此冷漠!太不可思议了……'他们审视自己的时候,感觉有点陌生。那是因为他们把内心世界掩饰得连自己都骗过了。 他们控制情绪的能力太强了。最亲近的人会感觉到,天平给人不露声色的隔离感,有时会被埋怨'太冷静了,我都不知道你在想什么!' 可是他们不是故意要隐瞒什么,只是出于本能。一个连自己都骗过了的人,你还能要求他对你坦白什么? 他们不喜欢歇斯底里,不喜欢痛哭失声,不喜欢安慰别人也不怎么喜欢被安慰。因为他们懂得,谁也无法真正理解另一个人。 天平,其实是很独立的一个星座。他们在霓虹灯影里微笑,在灯火阑珊处寂寞。他们叫你懂得:孤独的最高境界是繁华

I usually hate facebook test because they are stupid but this one really describe me the best. Except the part that i am graceful. While i was trying to understand myself for so many years i can't find words better than this. The bestest part ever is 太冷静了. I am constantly amazed by myself on how calm i can be when difficulties arise. I guess this is a good thing. Miss the bus? just wait for the next. Late for the lecture? Just listen to the recording. Lost someone important? Just find another one that cares about you. Because at last, I will be all by myself again.
Last night when i was lying on my bed trying to sleep, i thought of changing our blog's link. yeewenning is just too 'leong', so i am changing it. If i take our initial out it becomes ywn, so i came out with yawn. Cool right?! i know that's cool! Hoho I am just too free. So give me some opinion! Within 2 days!

Saturday, February 20, 2010

I am back at Canberra again, after more than one whole day of waiting and flying. Flying always make me tired; i remember i threw up during my first flight to Vietnam. But the feeling was completely different. Back then there's more excitement and hope. i sensed familiarity when the taxi passed the the parliament house. And also the sound when someone's stepping on the wooden floor. Dan and Gabby are as lovely as always. As tiredness hit me, i was unconscious for the next 16 hours. Next thing i know, i am getting used for the life here again. 125 hannan cr always have the magical power to cure me from anything. Sadness, loneliness, everything. Perhaps because of it's small and cozy space, or people with warm heart. Because of difference we care. We respect and we share. And i enjoy being the youngest among them; for they treat me just like a friend. I am glad that i found them here.

p/s: i promised that i'll cook them a meal. Now i have a problem.

Friday, February 19, 2010

helpppppp.......
karaoke again ...